I will follow you

Yesterday, at my group, they read a lecture that had something i needed to keep going, it said that its ok not to let go inmidiatly, everyone has his own process and when the moment is right i will feel the power and the strenght to let go.

It fitted to me so well, cause i was making pressure on myself to let go that girl that in matter of weeks she become the one, that one that i was looking for, and when i felt defeated, God made our roads to join.

Its sad to feel this way, everything i have learned to let go a relationship doesnt work now, why is that, mmmm, im getting to the conclusion that im different now (she told me that and made me feel very good), im another person, i cant fool myself anymore, and that is awsome, the only problem is that if anything that i have learned works, then im facing something new, and i have to learn again how to deal with it, its hard, but step by step im making it to happend.

I still have some hope in us, that in the future we will come together again, to have a healthy relation and to be happy, maybe thats a dream, but keeps me warm in bed and help me not to entirely crash and go in crisis.

For all this i decided to dedicated myself a song (the one that is playing now), jeje, thats new for me but it feels awsome!!!

Yo te seguire - Alberto Plaza

No me pidas más de lo que puedo dar
cada uno tiene su mayor anhelo
no le quites alas a la libertad
porque ya he empezado a levantar el vuelo.

No me pidas más de lo que puedo dar
tengo a mano la alegría y la tristeza
me acompañan y me ayudan a cantar
por eso las dos se sientan en mi mesa.

Yo no puedo ser perfecto;
tengo miles de defectos
tengo lágrimas
y tengo corazón.
Si me pides que mejore
mis fracasos mis errores
dame tiempo,
para ver si puedo andar.

Y yo te seguiré
donde vayas tu
y me quedaré,
a tu lado .

No me pidas más de lo que puedo dar.
Yo soy lo que vez no soy mas que vida
que ha escogido a mi cuerpo para descansar
y seguiré camino alguno de estos d'as


Yo prefiero darme tal y como soy
con todas mis dudas y contradicciones
yo no quiero fabricar una mentira
para retenerte para estar contigo.

Yo no puedo ser perfecto;
tengo miles de defectos
tengo lágrimas
y tengo corazón.
Si me pides que mejore
mis fracasos mis errores
dame tiempo ,
para ver si puedo andar.

Y yo te seguiré
donde vayas tu
y me quedaré
a tu lado.

Solo una cosa te voy a pedir
no le hagas caso a mi melancolía
algunos días es más fácil sonreír,
pero este no es uno de aquellos días.

Y yo te seguiré
donde vayas tu
y me quedaré
a tu lado.

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and for my english readers, i translate it for u:

I will follow you - Alberto Plaza

Dont ask me for more than i can give
everyone has its greater yearning
dont remove the liberty wings
cause i has began to reach its flight

Dont ask me for more than i can give
i have the joyness and the sadness by a hand
they join me and help me to sing
thats why both sits on my table

I cant be perfect
i have thousands of defects
i have tears
and i have heart.
If u ask me to be better
my failures and my mistakes
give me time
to see if i can go.

And i will follow you
wherever u will go
and i will stay
by your side.

Dont ask me for more than i can give
im what u see im anything else that live
that had choosen my body to rest
and will keep going some of this days.

I rather to show myself just like i am
with all my doubts and contradictions
i dont want to make a lie
to have u with me, to be with you.

I cant be perfect
i have thousands of defects
i have tears
and i have heart.
If u ask me to be better
my failures and my mistakes
give me time
to see if i can go.

And i will follow you
wherever u will go
and i will stay
by your side.

Just i thing im going to ask you
dont take too seriouly my melancholy
some days is easier to smile
but this one isnt one of that days.

And i will follow you
wherever u will go
and i will stay
by your side.

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