Don't come back if you don't want to pay for it.....

Drinking wine in the middle of the, thinking in it cant be to bad, things happens... I have certain reason, but i wanna be flexible, i will tell her that what she has done isn't right.

Hope she can understand this, otherwise i will have to look somewhere else.

Maybe i have put my eyes somewhere else, but this isn's definitely. This fucking time of shit is affecting me and it will have consequences in me and in her.....

I was thinking, this might be like a fresh start, it seems to be good, but it isn't, i have to break all my walls again, and i don't want to, it was so painful first time.

Again, you screwed it up, and i'm paying for it, isn't fair, so u will feel the consequences too... your actions, your consequences.... i'm just in the middle of it...

Don't come back if you don't want to pay for it.....

Do NOT give my mind time to think, it screws itself, soon, it will be too late...

A big raise has gone in my life, in lonely hours i am, and between paradigms i lay down.

Do i want it? Do i wish it? Do i need it? There's nothing left in me that con take this up again, i will have to be you who spite the right words, the right moments, the right gestures, otherwise i will leave.

Cold as ice, my nickname, you gave it to me, and probably i'm gonna use it. I don't see in myself ice, i'm like a warm december night were everyone shakes, weird skin, no place to go, just lay out in darkness and suck life from stars.

I'm deeply annoyed of your behavior, it seems to me silly and immature, how's that that you act wrong, hurt my feelings, run away, disappear and then i have to confront the consequences? That's not human, thats completely annoying!!!

In this week that you gave me, i had thought things that has submerged me into doubt.... The consequences that you leave me in, are now returning to you, Sunday! Sunday! last day i'll wait for, no more.

U can't threat me like this, i'm worth, and the fact that u don't see it, doesn't make it less...

U screwed it up, yes, U SCREWED IT UP, hope u have the balls to fix it and make it right...

Won't wait too long, so HURRY UP!!!!

Do NOT give my mind time to think, it screws itself, soon, it will be too late...